profile 18th AUGUST 1990 daphnnewong@hotmail.com Family , KING & Friends are my strength. Shopping& travelling is love love love. & am an Ultimate animal lover ((; harm animals& i`d hate you for life! SIM - RMIT (Business Management) archives December 2003 January 2004 February 2004 March 2004 April 2004 May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 March 2010 July 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 February 2012 May 2012 March 2013 credits |
Tuesday, July 19, 2011 @ 4:52 am
You're like a knight in a shiny armor suit... Every-time when I'm down, sad or feeling unwanted... I just needed to hear your voice, see your face, feel your touches. You never failed to be there whenever I needed you. You're my knight in shiny armor, and I hope you'll only save me and live happily ever after... Oh well, I have not been updating much and neglected this space again. Anyway these are the things that I've been up to these days... - SCHOOL STARTED! (My only new friends were my group-mates) - Neverland w Cairnhill clique (FRI) - Clarke Quay with Debbie &Gwen (SAT) (Deb's 20th; we didn't spend a single cent to get that high) - Karaoke today with Xun, Clifford, WenS &Baby (MON) - Tina's 21st Birthday (SUN) - A LOT of sheesha sessions (ENTIRE WEEKEND) ( which kinda caused me to LOSE MY VOICE) I like how the whole clique from MJR is slightly more closer now, and we kinda hang out more for dinners and all. 1/3 is serving NS, 1/3 is waiting for enlistment, 1/3 is still studying... But every made an effort to hang out more now.. I like! :) You're on my heart just like a tattoo... xx Wednesday, July 13, 2011 @ 4:56 pm
Another lazy afternoon AHHH... I can't believe I'm starting school, TOMORROW. IDK how I'm gonna be, if I could cope, whether my life would change. I really hope everything would be good... Another mega brain-killer is planning my 21st birthday! I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M JUST 1 MONTH AWAY FROM IT, AND I'M FREAKING OUT NOW. IDK what to do, WHERE to confirm, HOW MUCH I wanna spend. IDK if I would be able to plan it to be my perfect party... LE SIGHX... xx Tuesday, July 12, 2011 @ 3:40 am
I wanna live like beautiful people... I spent my weekends with loverboy and people we love On Saturday, it was BIRTHDAY night... There was Rainers' party & Xun's. Baby came over to Rainer's party after his NDP thingy, and it was nice to see him able to talk with my friends. Every time I see him/his arrival, little butterflies fill my tummy. I am never sick of being excited to meet my boy. ____________________________________ After that, we traveled over to Prinsep Street for BOARDGAMES @ MINDS cafe for Xun's birthday. Damn, I really love gatherings like this. It's like we were darn close in the past? Like every weekend we hang out kinda thing? But now, everyone moved on.. We hang out with anther group of friends... But oh well, at least we are still in contact, yes no? _______________________________ On Sunday, baby and I just lazed together after we woke up in the late noon. Had dinner w my dad, before heading out with bro and some ol' friends for dinner at Serangoon Gardens for Arbites. After dinner, we chilled a lil while at happy daze where they were discussing about their Europe trip this year. bout 11-ish we bid goodbye, and we headed to Cairnhill Crest to hangout. ________________________________ Today, MONDAY... Loverboy didn't wake me up, so by the time I woke up it was already 4:45PM! gosh, I really wonder why did I slept for so long man. Booked tickets for Transformers, 7PM @Iluma. The show was pretty entertaining, it didn't felt like it was 2.5hours :D Then, I had to say byeee to my honeybunny. (mega spoiler for every week) Saturday, July 09, 2011 @ 6:02 am
It was suppose to be good... but I made things unhappy again... I never meant to make him angry, or this to happen. I didn't want to lose money as well, and it hurts when he got angry... I know that it's my fault for not learning, but I did my best. I don like to sleep, knowing that he's mad at me... xx Friday, July 08, 2011 @ 1:50 pm
It's FRIDAY, FRIDAY, FRIDAYYYY... Can't wait to see babybooo Gotta pack my room before school starts! Trust me, 3 months ago I said I was gonna pack during my holidays but I did not really manage to do so. My room is a MESS! sigh. School's starting next Monday and I'm sooo excited but yet lazy 'cause I'm so used to my current lifestyle now. I could really be a bummer :p Oh well, having not owning a stationary set for 3 years I'm actually quite excited to go shop for it! TEEHEEE. Have not been drawing my textbooks and writing on foolscap paper for soooo long. I could still remember in the past, when I was in Secondary school... I always drew around my books or even baby's stuff. heheh. I even drew on his hand :x Oh well, shall update again tonight. MA CRAMPS IS MOTHERF KILLING ME :( XX @ 3:23 am
I can never see myself with another you, only you. Had a average day with my 2 sisters. Had lunch at Bedok before we shopped around for colouring book and jigsaw puzzle for grandma to work on, keep her active. After that we head over to St. Lukes to visit her. It's been about 4 weeks since she operated on her thigh to operate on the part that she added metal in to provide her with more support. After accompanying her, we left to pick up Marcus before having dinner and heading out for bowling! Bowling is starting to be my new hobby, and I'm still trying to learn to spin my ball, but.. (le sigh*) __________________________________ Sometimes when I see them, it brings unhappiness to me. How can these two person that was once ever loving and mushy change in to what they are today. They were the sweetest, I never thought that they would end up in such a way of settlement. It hurts me when she told me she filed for the divorce letter, but yet when we were in the game he cheered so happily for her. Sadness filled in to me and I really don't wish for this to happen, but there's nothing for me to do or say because I am not the one going through it. But.. is the relationship beyond salvation or are they not giving any more try any more effort in helping? I always fear for the day that such a thing happen to me and baby. What if one day we give up trying, what if one day we just get too tired to put in effort, what if... It's so scary :( I'm glad till today, we still hold on. I'm glad that assurance is given to me from him. I'm glad that every time he/me tried to leave we held each other back. I believe, if i let the one I love to leave, think and sleep with a heavy heart it will not turn better the next day but yet, worsen. I know it's selfish to hold someone back, but isn't that what love is? If we don't hold the one we love back, wouldn't they just give in to temptation and leave whenever the next person walks pass? But of course it would be ridiculous to hold back if the other party do not have feelings anymore. However, for couples that have been together for years... You don't just leave, you wouldn't lose feelings overnight... would you? We often do things out of impulse, we often do things but yet our heart thinks the other way. Who doesn't like the feeling of feeling wanted? But as I grow together with this relationship, I've learn to not take things for granted for there will be a day where the person that keeps giving feels tired and gives up. It is important that we support each other, love each other and treat each other the way we want to be treated back. It's always a two way thing in life, be fair. I love my boyfriend, I really do. I wished to be married together with him and live our happily ever after. He is my soul-mate, my best-friend, my lover. We drink, we play, we cry, we smile all together. I may not predict future and foresee a happily every after, but I swear to do my best and fight for him with my all. For, I am living to love him. He gives me strength, motivation, teachings, love and laughter to my life. I am grateful to him for nurturing me to who I am today, I'd say, a better tempered person. I think before I speak now, I control my emotions and learn that people don't live to tolerate my attitude nor my nonsense. Thank you, baby. xx Thursday, July 07, 2011 @ 2:50 am
" Memory, is the diary that we all carry about with us..." A day out with Angela, Leah and Khai at Bugis We were suppose to meet at 3, then it was changed to 4, but in the end... I arrived at 6 :/ Over the years, this habit is still not changing for the better (teeheee). Chilled around at Starbucks with the 3 plus Kenzi and a friend before we, 4 musketeers headed to parklane for L4D2. We are cool like this! After that, had dinner at Kenso which is located opposite NAFA and we were all motherf full! *SLURPS!* After much contemplation of where to head to next... We settled for shisha at Arab Street. Chillax, talked about secondary school norms back in our days and loads of nonsensical stuffs before Khai and Angela catch the last train whilst me and Leah headed to Katong to join my sisters and KhimKie for Karaoke. Came back and Erjie was yakking at my bro for not walking the dogs and clearing their stools in the living room, and I felt bad that she did it in-front of his girlfriend. She prolly smashed his ego la :( But, oh well... This boy gotta learn! heh. ________________________________________ After blogging last night, I read through a lot of my past blog post and all the memories started filling back to me. Oh boy, do I miss my friends. Some that I lost, and some I've drifted away from them over the years... I always ask myself, am I a good or bad friend? What does people think of me when they speak to me and when I speak? I never wanted the friends that I lost to leave me, and never did I expect "no reason" to be the reason for us to drift. Time have past, people may change... but how sad that there's nothing much for me to do now. Ego have always been the biggest jerk, that I always refuse to stop and think and call my friends back. Oh well, life is full of ups and down. You gain some, you lose some. What matters most to me now, is that I cherish everyone to what the deemed worthy. I'm tired to entertain, and to fake a front. I shall stay where I'm comfortable and be with the ones that I love. My boyfriend is sooo busy during this period due to NDP2011, and I is miss him many much. I can't wait for weekends, power power weekends where he is mine, MINE OH MINE. heh :p I lubb Albert muc muc *blush* Till then, toodles! xx Wednesday, July 06, 2011 @ 4:13 am
Those were the days... It's been ages since I've blogged... Went blog-hopping and read back the past memories, and it really triggered me that it is actually good that I continue to blog! So that, my/our memories are kept in here and that there's somewhere for me to refer to in future. I felt like I was in secondary school days, reading up the gossips and the way everyone wrote down their anger over jealousy and all. We were all damn LAME, my god! Like everyone is a bitch except for ourselves! Hahaha :x The last entry was when baby enlisted, and time really FLEW LIKE A G6.. heh. In 8 more months, his civilian life will be regained and he need not be under the command of authorities. I'm so proud of him, he is actually performing for NDP 2011, by jumping off the Chinook and I witnessed it on the first full-dressed open to public rehearsal! But that also means that he is gonna be damnnnn busy during the weekdays as well as weekends burnt for rehearsals :( He is such a sweetheart still, and I love it whenever he have something proud/important to tell me he looks so eager. I feel like I'm on the top of the world, cause I'm always the 1st to know things. Likewise, it have become a habit of me to do so. If I'm ever in trouble, he would be the first I called. It's amazing to stop and think from time to time, how we managed this relationship and how we have pulled through the obstacles. We never had an exact date to list as our anniversary, but we have spent time together for close to 6 years now. And baby, I'd say I kept falling in love with you time over time. Who knew we would have gotten together, who knew that we could have come so far. If either of one didn't held on when bad times kicked in, if neither of us gave in... we wouldn't have come this far. I'm glad, we have grown up together and nurtured each other significantly. MEMORIES: if you asked me what is mine made up of... It's all about you baby <3 xx |